No, I never had a boyfriend. We had something special, maybe. You cared, probably. We were in love, really???
It’s indeed exciting to look ahead. But if you’re looking back, it’s so stupid that you even want to deny you’ve been there. Too bad, forgetting will never be as easy as tearing a page in your book.
I always charge everything to experience until I realize that not all the things I’ve been through can be justified by that reasoning. There comes a time when something would turn out to be nothing that’s worth anything. But I’ve experienced it anyway.
Who would have thought I’ll give you a big deal? I just used to laugh off the matters related to you. Lucky you when I did that. More often than not, I barely cared.
Either way, we’re friends. Normally, we come across each other. Eventually, we’ve been…together?
I can’t really come up with an appropriate term for us. I don’t even have the guts to mention your name. It’s too strange that I can’t believe I’m even talking about this.
Obviously you’re occupying my mind now. Scenes from our moments together are rerunning in my head. At the same time, I’m hearing our favorite song. How could I be missing you like this?
You’re nothing but I spoiled brat; definitely not someone I would want to have a conversation with. You hardly make sense and you’re so conceited. All you’re good at is getting what you want. Which makes me wonder, am I a part of it? See, you got me.
Funny, I always hated how you treated me: you never failed to make me feel terrible; but you knew how to make my day. Plus you always proved me wrong. You may not know everything at least you’re right about me—all the time. No doubt, you’ll get a perfect score in a quiz about me…
We’re everything I’ve never planned, though everyone expected. This has brought a burden already, but I knew this was God’s answer to my prayers.
I’ll move on, but I’ll never let you go. I’ll keep you forever as a memory and I’ll try never to regard you as a lesson learned. However, for our sake, I’ve to deny that I’m missing you. J
